I don’t think I could ever tell you this in person, so if you’re reading this now then.. mission accomplished! It’s funny that even after all this time I’m still to shy to tell you all the sweet somethings that you deserve to hear. Silly me as you would say.

To be perfectly honest it saddens me that we got into the situation that we did, but that’s all part of this whole journey isn’t it? I want you to know that just because you felt like it, doesn’t mean that you are going to have to take care of me always. I’m clumsy, I’m flaky, and I’m thee most absent minded person you will ever come across, but eventually, I’m going to grow out of this. I mean I’m only getting used to the fact that I’m an adult and that I can now move away from my parents’ babying nature and take on tasks for myself. I just want you to be there supporting me and guiding me to make the right decisions. Actually, scratch that, I already know you will be. And it’s funny, because I think you know it too. You tell me not to think too far ahead into the future, but it’s hard not too do that.

You may do all the abnormal things a boyfriend wouldn’t normally do, however, at the same time those sweet somethings I’d get from someone else wouldn’t mean the same as if it was coming from you. Sure sometimes I’d want to be swooned, spoiled, held onto, and told how much you love me in a thousand different ways. And when I sit down and think, you already do those things. When you’re silent and staring at me, when you’re calling me names, when you go out of your way to come see me.. All those little things that I never think amount to anything, actually amount to a lot more than I’ve ever realized. Even when you’re lecturing me about anything and everything it’s solely because you care and you want the best from me. That’s why I gave you the biggest hug I could today. The silence that ensued from your rant made me stop and realize that you really do care. And no one besides my parents have ever cared for me the way you have. So you deserved a really big hug, and probably a lot more than that, for being the caring and wonderful person I always knew you were. So this a little thank you for being so loving, even when I think you’re being a pain-in-my-rear-end for lecturing me in the first place.

And hey, you know the drill, no spilling. Take my words for what they are and ask all questions you have subtly so I have no idea that you’re talking about what I wrote. Yeah, “silly me” =)

Love, Your Nibblez <2